YOYOYO MAH PEOPLE!!! BACK WITH ANOTHER JOURNAL BECAUSE I HAVE STUFFS TO TELL SONNNNNNN!!!!!!!\
Life In General
My life has been nice. I just spontaneously have these sniffles and somewhat scratchy/soar throat--so I will be using DayQuil for that well because it's the only medicine we have lol. I think it comes from me sleeping in my cold room and I blow the fan right on myself and plus I don't wear pants or socks so yeah but I pile a bunch of sheets on myself to keep warm because honestly my room is already cold without a fan and I am actually cold but I don't want to turn the fan off because I literally cannot sleep without a fan. But I can sleep off this mini-cold-whateverthisevenisinthemiddleofsummertime-thing because one time I literally slept off a cold once , that's crazy brah.
I may have a hair appointment on Tuesday or Wednesday , I haven't gotten my hair done in 2-3 weeks and that means I haven't washed it in that time. But you know before someone says "EEEWWWW YOU'RE SO NASTY AND DIRTYYY" my hair can go weeks without it being washed and all will be fine. Like one time I didn't wash my hair for a month lol , but I would never do that again because my hair has changed since then--like I don't know how to explain it but it changed. But I got a perm and ever since then my hair has been fine but I really want something done with it because whenever it's close to me needing my hair done I just don't want to be bothered with it. And plus I like having my hair straight because at first i think it wouldn't get frizzy in the morning when I go to school but when it all hits the fan it does get frizzy so now I've been thinking of cute and easy up-do hairstyle tutorials to look up on YouTube. I hate over-combing/brushing my hair because I just get like really anxious and I'm like "omg my hair is falling out omgomgomggg" and I know my hair isn't falling out but I think everyone has that panicky side of their conscious where it's like really dumb and irrational. Also , I HATE WHEN MY CLASSMATES AT SCHOOL JUST WALK UP TO ME AND START TOUCHING MY HAIR!! I HATE WHEN MY HAIR IS TOUCHED BY PEOPLE I DON'T WANT TO BE BOTHERED WITH!! Like if this cute boy I liked in 5th grade started playing in my hair that'd be cool because he's cute and I still kinda like him and I just like when boys play in a girl's hair because it's like "Aww he doesn't know what he's doing."
My school life has been great. I am officially on the dance team after much confusion. I was supposed to re-audition to compete with this other girl but something happened and now I'm on it and she isn't. I don't know if she doesn't know I'm on it or whatever. What really put me on the dance team was my grades and classroom behavior. I might not seem like it but I actually am smart and am a well-behaved student. Like all my teachers talk to me like I'm another teacher and that they relate to me in some strange way. I think they relate to me because they know I don't really fit in with all these ghetto , ignorant hood rats that are in my class. But my history teacher from last year disliked me for no reason at all but everyone liked him and he actually was a good teacher. We have another history teacher but everyone starts acting all stupid , loud , ghetto and ignorant in her class. I really can't wait for the day I leave New Orleans because I hate how people are here. I don't even know why tourists like coming here I mean well I do but being a local here is just excruciating. Young African-American girls get so defensive over the dumbest shit and they constantly misunderstand what you mean.
I missed practice like 3 times thanks to my dad. My mom said the dance practice thing will be between me and her now. I can't keep missing practice over the account that my dad is so afraid of my being at school by myself. I've lost out on so many things because of my dad and I'm not allowing him to ruin this for me. I was supposed to be dancing since I was 3 and he even says this himself. I don't know , sometimes I just think he doesn't think what I want to do is important.
First Ever Fs!!
Oh yeah and I got my FIRST EVER F!! Well actually 2 of them. I got an F on my math test and I've been wanting to ask my math teacher is it too late for me to retake the test but I think it is too late and I guess I should just accept this. But I swear I really understood the test and it was easy!! But this is a lesson though: If math is easy then you're doing it wrong. My second F came from me answering the wrong questions on this homework assignment I had in English. Okay this is kinda not my fault but it is at the same time. See , I got like an A or B on the questions I answered but since I answered the wrong questions it was an F and so now I'm just gonna pay the fuck attention to what my homework assignments are to avoid getting stupid , pointless Fs. On my prgress report I got 2 As , 2 Bs , and 1 C. Everyone got a C in history because of behavior and I feel really insulted because I consistently have good behavior in her class and I got Bs on her tests so I don't know what the hell that's all about. I got a B in math SO HAHAHA MUTHAFAWKAS!!! I GOT AN A IN DANCE CLASS AND IN ENGLISH AND AS I SAID BEFORE 940678943290184930 TIMES ENGLISH IS MY FAVORITE SUBJECT!! I LOVE WORDS AND DEFINITIONS AND STORIES AND HEWTFUQHEUIHDASLMJKFSQLA!!!!!
I put most of my music on my phone and all my pictures and if you're wondering what kind of phone I have it's a DROID RAZR HD and before someone goes "YOUR PHONE IS SOOO OLLDDDDD!!!" this my first ever actual phone and I did break it so I'd have some nerve to ask for a new one just because "it's old". I don't think anyone realizes that Verizon does let you get upgrades every 2 years it's not like I'm gonna have this phone my entire fucking life. People keep saying for me to get an iPhone and FUCK NO. I can't stand iPhones--I mean sure the cases and shit are cute and fucking awesome and diverse as hell but the phone itself isn't good to me. It's too complicated , delicate and yes "too mainstream". I'd literally be jumping on the bandwagon and going along with getting an iPhone because somehow it's crowned the best phone in the history of human existence. I don't think anyone realizes how stupid it is to keep buying the same phone every year that's just smaller each time it comes out like that's a huge ass waste of money to me. And I know people are probably gonna be like "iPHONE INTERNET WORKS BETTER THAN ANDROIDNFGQHDFJLASSKJIDFLS" I honestly don't care what positive things you have to share about iPhones , I don't care it isn't like that's gonna make me change my opinion of them.
I hate trends/fads , I hate when people say something is "old" or "lame". I hate when people call shit old that came out like a year ago old like WTF. I consider 1970 old but hey that's just my opinion. I don't even think Nirvana's songs are old and some came out in like 1989 (right?). I just really hate going along with popular trends that'll just die after a week they're created. I like to stick to my own style because my style will never get "old" or die out. I mean if you enjoy dressing like someone from the 1970s go ahead and do it even though you'd be a little behind the times ...lol. So I just stick to Androids because to me they're just a gift sent from the heavens. I'm so glad there's another option besides iPhones. If iPhones were the only smartphones in existence , I'd literally just get a Nokia phone then.
Music Life son
Lately I've been obsessed with this band called "Protest the Hero" and if you've never heard of them you need to just leave this journal right now , type up their band name in Google search , and start listening to their music because it's just gold. I mean I moved them to my 2nd favorite band of all time and Paramore used to be in that spot so shit got real. Before anyone tries to say I like them for their looks I actually don't know what the rest of the band members look like except for Rody Walker who is the lead singer and I really like his name. He kinda reminds me of Seth Rogen and this is off topic but I actually think Seth Rogen is kinda cute. My favorite album by Protest the Hero is "Volition".
I've also been liking Nirvana and before anyone says "I BET UR FAVORIET SAWNG BY DEM IS SMELLS LYKE TEEN SPIRET LOLZZSAJDKAISFSNMXZ" no I mean I actually like like them. I think they're my 3rd favorite band. That'd be a good list for me to make but I kinda think I don't listen to enough rock to say that but at the same time I do so I'll be thinking about that.