FINALS WEEL - APRIL UPDATE - 4/7/14

Hey hey hey everybody , how's it going?


My life's been pretty good with school and stuff but my parents have been arguing and not getting along lately and I might move out with my dad to an apartment but I don't know where. 



Anyways my school like has been okay , nothing crazy's been happening lately. Last week (Monday) was the start of me having the flu and I felt terrible. My muscles were hurting , I had weird chills , and I was super tired. I also felt like a walking germ. Both Monday and Tuesday , the first things I did when I came home from school was sleep.  It all started when a little kid on my bus coughed right in my gah-damn face , I smell her/his (I really don't remember who coughed in my face) breath , the saliva ugh it wasn't a good experience. I've been wanting to make a journal (since Friday) but for one reason or another I didn't. I know I say this all the time but I want to talk to you guys more regular so if possible I'll check my dA messages everyday and THEN go on XboxLive but speaking of that my membership will be over on the 22nd so yeah. On Wednesday I started to feel better , now I'm back to my epic self besides a little mucus I'd cough up every now and then but it's pretty unnoticeable.



I NEED TO GET MY HAIR DONE. SOMEBODY OUT THERE COME AND BE A DOLL AND DO MY HAIR!! I mean I can live with its conditions now but I'd rather it be done. My classmates are always giving me handy hair tips. I'm gonna start going natural , (natural as in not putting anything in it , but I will grease my scalp every now and then because your scalp makes its own oils and all the greasiness ain't cute) the next time I wash my hair I'm not putting shit in it , I'm just gonna put it in rollers and sit my husky ass under the dryer. There's this stuff I've been using to grease my scalp and my hair starting shedding rapidly around the time I put that stuff in my hair so I caught a heart attack and was googling shit like "Why is my hair shedding?" , "When is my hair shedding too much?" , "How to tell if your hair's falling out?" , and "Reasons why your hair sheds" and I came to the conclusion that maybe in was the stuff I was greasing my scalp with and I think I was right because I don't use that stuff anymore and my hair's not shedding like it was--it's back to normal. 



Last Friday there was a pep-rally for the finals that's going on this week. At the pep-rally Jo-Jo (a boy I'm guilty of having a huge crush on) was with his girlfriend and I was getting jealous as I usually do when he's flirting with another girl who isn't me. I swear I'm not the type to get jealous in the way you might be thinking , it's like I feel like something's being taken away from me. To top it all off he's not really the smart type of guy I like but I find him really cute and his personality is cool AND PLUS HE KNOWS HOW TO DAAAANNNCE. He's also slim and has curly hair (and I have a small track record of liking boys with curly hair). On Thursday I went up to him for a friendly hug and he picked me up and started swinging me aROUND AND THAT WAS THE TIME OF MY LIFE!!! I WAS THE HAPPIEST I'VE EVER BEEN IN THAT TIME FRAME I SWEAAAARRR. So when that was over this girl named Jaisa came over and asked me if I wanted to go out with him and I actually do but he's already going out with this other girl who was supposedly crying because he swung me around and he never did that to her and blah blah blah. But the thing is is that I guess their relationship is supposed to be on "the down low" (or the D.L.) because I never heard anything about them going out and plus I automatically knew who Jaisa was talking about when she was like "Someone was crying over that" because I remember hearing the girl saying she was gonna tell him how she felt a long time ago so my mind automatically though about her.  Oh yeah today the cousin of Jo-Jo's girlfriend , Rhynelda , SAID TO HIM I LIKED HIM AND I FEEL LIKE THAT TOTALLY DROVE HIM AWAY BECAUSE THIS MORNING AT BREAKFAST HE HUGGED ME AND HE WAS SO SOFT AND SMELLED SO GOOD!!! I'm really sad because it's his last year here before he goes off to high school AND I'LL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN , well actually I probably will if I go to the same school he says he's going to but I doubt most people are actually going to the highschools they're saying they're going to because everyone ends up going to Lake Area anyway. I don't see the problem with Lake Area , people are always shitting on it but I don't see what's so bad about it. Hopefully Jo-Jo's at Lake Area so I can see him , stalk him , and stare at him like I do now. I like boys with pretty eyes and he has exactly that.


Well I don't want to hold you guys up while I gush about my crushes and whatnot. Have a nice day and I wish the best for you all!!