MAY FLOWERS MAY SHOWERS UPDATE - 5-9/10-14

Ko'nichiwa friends.


I took my math and science final tests (they weren't much like exams) and I think I got Cs on both. With the science test we went through the answers and I literally changed an answer that was right to another shit and I did the same to another question which made me end up with a 75. The with the math I wasn't studying knowing I didn't get the material 100% but I didn't study because I'm stupid. I'm pretty good at school and stuff , at least so far , it's just that I need to push myself a lot more than I do because I do enough to get like a 90 which is something I'm okay with but with my full potential I can get 10239408349% on every test. So my goals for high school is to push myself and to be a cheerleader or some type of thing in school that I can brag on when I'm 35 and that people will remember me for. When I was in 3rd-5th grade I was a huge nerd that cared about her grades and now since I'm a bit older I care less. I wish I can switch that around because no one asks me for answers anymore--well they do but they ask my Half Asian friend now and it's kinda obvious why...do I need to explain? Anyways when it comes to math I'm not dreadful it's just certain things in math I master and other stuff I'm like "wtf" on. Like with those angle variable algebra shits--that shit is easier than a bitch but then comes the percents and stuff and I'm like that very annoying dumbass in the class that needs the teacher to hold their hand through the whole gahdamn test. Another frustrating thing about tests--particularly math tests--is that you're literally staring at the correct answer you just need to find a way to get that answer THEN THE THING IS IS THAT IT'S NOT THAT OBVIOUS BECAUSE YOU CAN DO THE EQUATION 390284903890 WAYS AND END UP WITH 493085934789 DIFFERENT ANSWERS UGGGHHH. So I guess that sorta summarizes why math is my secondfavorite/mosthated subject. 


Next week is the last week of school , I really don't have to go to school but I'm going to see my friends and I should take the s off of 'friends' because May 9th was the last day for the higher graders which means my friend won't be able to see her boyfriend--which is a plus for me because he won't be able to attack me (long story okay)--and my other guy friend won't be there and he's the guy in the group that's always being made fun of and that has like the worst luck lol. On next Wednesday we're going on a field trip to the AMC Palace (movie theater) and to city park which'll be $10 and I don't think that's that bad/expensive. I doubt that many people are gonna be there which is better because I can live without those fucking idiots. I'm going to school only for the first 3 days and I'm just gonna go like "fuck you" to the next days then again I want to go to school because my friend Gloria will be lonely and I need to see as much of her as possible and I don't want her to be lonely but I guess she's just gonna have to deal with it (yeah i'm not the most sympathetic person). 


This morning my brother (the one on dA) told me I can stay home and I was laying in bed contemplating whether or not I should go to school then I randomly got upset and said "Man , you only want me to stay home because you don't have to walk with me to the bus stop and you won't feel like getting me from the bus stop this evening" and I made him mad by saying that. I missed the bus but then my 2nd oldest brother brought me to school which was good. My school days have been good I've been enjoying them a lot so I guess that's also why I've been wanting to go to school and because if I stayed home I wouldn't have anything to do--well actually I would....


Since the summer's coming I'll be able to be more active on dA and I can focus on my characters without worrying about going to sleep the next day or about tests and shit. I'll be able to update more and stuff.


So tell me if you guys are already out of school or if school's about to end and tell me your wonderful adventures.


_{*This is a non-proofread journal--excuse and grammar/spelling mistakes}